Why oh why do I have to be sooooo creative and take a training like this?!! This is the worst spending in my entire life! Yes, more than anything else I bought (including that bag that I never use until today). HHhhh... And imagining how I had to wake up early in the morning (7 A.M on Saturday! that's considered dawn, you know..) and took a 6.000 ojek ride, just to make it in time, sickens me. Coz what I thought the training started at 8, turned out at 9! Hah! I could've slept longer! Bastard!
And now, once it started, doesn't get any better at all. the trainer sucks! Must've scored 0 for Communicative competency and 0 for any other competency that's related with the capability of teaching. Stupid training! I'm here for 2 hours and all I've learned about Dreamweaver is how to insert table and background. I could learn THAT in 5 minutes! Using tutorial would be muuuuuuuuuuch easier... Arrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh!! !!!!!
Please remind me NNNEVER EVER EVER EVER join another training held by an institution called K___nitas D__a (please be creative and fill the blank). Hah hah hah.. Hate you!
kemaren abis baca2 chicklit baru tentang kawinan, trus tiba2 aja jadi kepikiran lagu yang akan gue pake nanti kalo kawin (pastinya gue gak mau gamelan). untung gue udah punya penyanyi yang bersedia dan available dan suaranya bagus (sujasfin judika dewantara nababan, 0899000.. mmm.. lupa), tapi pas meninjau lagu2 yang gue sukain, i just realized, semuanya LAGU SAKIT HATI! contoh :
show me the way back to your heart == abis putus sama pacar trus pengen balik
why does it hurt so bad == abis putus sama pacar trus nyesel tapi gak mau balik
unbreak my heart == abis putus sama pacar trus bersedih2 ria
careless whisper == abis putus sama pacar trus nyesel
haduh haduh haduuuhh.. kenapa begini ya? apa secara tidak sadar gue udah jadi apatis sama kehidupan cinta gue sendiri? haduh haduh haduhhhh...
akhirnya kesampean juga gue nonton salah satu konser idaman, walaupun harus berdiri dari jam 10 pagi sampe jam 6 sore (which means 8 jam) dengan perut kosong karena terakhir kali makan jam setengah 10. walaupun harus empet2an sama berapa ribu orang, walaupun digrepe2 sama orang ga jelas, walaupun harus rela dipanggang di bawah sinar matahari ancol yang kian terik nan membakar, walaupun kulit menjadi gosong dan hitam, BUT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT! Gila, puas banget dahh.. bandnya, performancenya, rusuh2nya, pas banget. semua oranng (di panggung) jadi ganteng gitu.. linkin park rocks banget deehhhh.. sekarang tinggal 1 konser lagi yang mesti ditonton : N*SYNC!
this line popped into my head when i was shooting pool. sering banget kl lg maen trus gue tau nih rasanya kayaknya kl gue mukulnya gini bolanya gak bakal masuk, tapi tetep aja dipukul. hey, otak filosofisku langsung mengaitkan kejadian ini dengan kehidupan..
manusia kan punya intuisi (no, not intuition dalam rangka sixth sense ato ESP ato semacam itu) yang berasal dari pengalaman. some people use this intuition to guide their actions and some people don't. sebenernya pada dasarnya gue percaya sama ketajaman intuisi gue, tapi entah kenapa, gaaa pernah digubris. padahal kalo dipikir2, kalo aja gue pake intuisi, mungkin hidup gue akan jauh lebih gampang sekarang. baru mungkin siihh..
morale of this storyless story : PLEASE! trust your intuition for once in a while..
just spent the whole last weekend watching the last season of sex and the city. i just LOVE the ending, it's all that I'd expected it would be. Miranda with Steve, Carrie with Big (oops, sorry to all of you who still hasn't seen it yet..). What amazes me is the characters' friendship. so many personalities, one friendship that holds them together. even though there are some that's contradictary (like Charlotte the optimist for love and Miranda the sarcastic), they all can be themselves and accepted for what they are. And what amazes me the most is how they NEVER fight over the same guy. although they thought there wasn't enough eligible bachelor in New York,but when one of them found one, they respect it and don't try to take him. Ahh.. that's what I call Friendship..
