as I graduated from college, I began to think, will my friendship with friends from college stay the way they were, or will we separate and go our own ways? I decided I won't be one who got away first (since I graduted early and my pals are still in campus working on their final project), so I signed up for post graduate. but turned out that our friendship DID got away so quickly. one by one they all got a job and gone, never contact me anymore, never even called to see how I was doing. there are some that's still unemployed, but treated me just the same. never even bother to show up in campus. can't blame them though, it's not fun to hang around here anymore. new kids don't blend in with us (the old ones), and don't seem to try at all. this thing really makes me sad, coz in the old days, new kids and old ones really blend in together and hang out together too. i remember back in the old days when we used to hang out till late at night every single day, just singin' or playon' cards or just chatting. we used to know one another (it's a very small campus you know), even though not close, but at least we knew names and faces. well, I guess time changes everything..
not fair! everybody's having their holiday while I'm still stuck here doing reports for my so-called homeworks. Yesterday I was going to the mall and guess what I saw? Kids! Lots of 'em running around, screaming like I ain't got no ears. God, I hate kids! though I had to admit there are some that's cute.. I'm definitely not a mother material. damn..
Huaaa.. wanna go to europe! I really don't ask much you know, just a ticket to germany (coz I got a friend there) or england (got a friend there too) and some thousand euros to go around (hehe, not much eh?). I can always go backpacking, don't really need fancy hotels or restaurants. Am i asking too much?
Well, maybe I can just sell my car and go there.. that is IF it's worth that good.. damn damn damn...
