It's been 1 day, 3 hours and 10 minutes since we last meet, and i'm missing you already.. Life can always go on, but it won't be as colourful as when I had you by my side. Feels like my heart has a hollowness inside, filled with nothing but memories to erase. Wonder if I can. Time with you is like a good night dream, so sweet not to enjoy, but too blur to be remembered. And I feel like waking up with tears running down my face, cause I realize those time will never happen again. My heart and my mind are battling inside. My ego and my conscience are trying to pull my way to their opposite paths. Common sense is always the right thing to do, but it certainly is not the easiest thing to do. If only I can turn back time, I wonder would I go to the first time we met, so that I won't have this kind of dilemma. But on second thought, I'd rather spend myself in constant heartache then having to spend the rest of my life without ever knowing you. Cos you make me feel precious, and I cherish every single moment I spent with you.. Hope I won't go crazy for missing you!
